Capter 5

I've always had a theory that when making a movie, you haven't really started until you sacrifice something that is near and dear to you. It can be a precious plan, a preconceived idea, your composure, etc.The sacrifice must be one that hurts, that cuts deep.

Why?

The reason for this is that it takes a life to create life. A movie becomes a living thing that breathes and lives and can be a transformative experience. Something with that kind of power has to be forged from the toil of many. A great film can influence lives forever, change the way the way one views a situation, influence their actions and thereby redirect the course of their lives.

Am I crazy? Probably, but you've read this far so give me one more shot.

Everyone that makes a film and loves the script is convinced that it can be an amazing one. (sssssh I'm talking about the "A" word and yes-a passe institution whose approbation still means the world, even to the most cynical.) Sometimes you can reach so far that you fall over. That's where I'm heading, I just hope that my wisdom will keep me from falling over, weeble out my worble. The kool aid tastes good and I drink it everyday.

The protective shield of cynicism robs all pleasure from living and ultimately giving. A film needs your blood and absolute commitment. How else can it be born?

Cynicism is a condom that can't be worn, especially in this process.

I guess I'm done with that one. sorry if I lost you. Hopefully this post will be as cringe inducing in time as my clothing choices in 1989.