The 4th and Final week

Here we are. One last week of trying to obtain perfection. The heart of the movie,the love story is in our sights. We've filmed hundreds of people picking soy beans at night, choreographed complicated football plays with multiple characters and multiple points of view. Some of those scenes are filmed at 500 frames per second, can you imagine the amount of light needed to expose an image like that? the tricky part is lighting it too match the rest of the game so that it matches. All of these logistical aerobics are only prologue to what we have to capture this week. If you could go back in time and meet your life partner as a teenager, how would you change things? would you?

These are the scenes that drew me to this project, they shade the football part of the film and bring new light to the choices we make and why we make them. We have AMAZING actors! last week Christine Lahti just killed us/me with her performances. God. what a pro.

While I've not given loads of details about the techniques in filming or DP jargon, all of which I find kind of boring because who really cares about process. What I will say is that my job is create an environment where the actors can play and feel comfortable. I have the best seat in the house, through the eyepiece, I'm the first to witness a performance and that is one of the finest privileges of my lifetime, so far, in my 43 years on this earth, not counting my family, or Mom's potato chip fried chicken.

My body is wired to nights now and we are shooting days. I'm sleeping about 3 hours and my clearest thought is incoherent at best. I'm super sensitive and my feelings get hurt at the smallest things,I'm moody, insecure and half depressed but elated at the beauty that we capture everyday. I can't even blame PMS. WTF?

My point is - here we are, at the altar, our bodies sacrificed, our defenses nil and our emotions are as raw as the food at any LA east side party. How can we do our best work? My answer is that sleep is overrated during these circumstances and being tired invites clarity. I don't have the time or energy to engage the multitude of nuances and subtext, I only have the energy to be present and precisely where I am. In the moment.

That, for me is the most important place to start in capturing truthful and beautiful work.

Hey, I'm really sorry for the psycho babble and for the mis-direct. The premise of this whole blog was to illuminate the job and process of a DP at work. I solve those problems all day and night and the last thing I want to do is write about them. Final note on this for now:

Love your actors unconditionally and LISTEN to the Director. If you want to be heard, you have to listen. If you are sensitive to the needs of the scene than you will find your voice and create beauty. That is the process that I surrender to everyday and it seems to work.

Lastly, it also helps if you have a tactile orgasm every time you use the tools of your trade. The new RED Mysterium camera - Amazing. Angenieux and Cooke lenses - Amazing. Balloon light at night? - Amazing. Whispering about F-Stops all day and quality of light? - well, that's just plain divine. To see an actor (we can call them people) in your light and lens and then both of you surrendering yourselves to create a moment of beauty that will hopefully inspire? That is why I live! (except for my family, or Mom's potato chip fried chicken)

(in re-reading this I realize that I use the words "truth and beauty" about 1000 times. That would make me a Bohemian, I did love Moulin Rouge")

Best foot forward

just a shot of the band that I took from my iphone. there is dramatic beauty that haunts me from every angle, I can't even go 10-1 without seeing things to shoot.

(this is called the time tunnel rig, it is of my own design and hopefully, without going into details it will capture an aspect of football that hasn't been seen before) please send all good vibes my way so that we pull it off)

What an amazing week, there is so much to recap but I just give you the highlights. Everyone was on edge last weekend because Kurt Russell had landed and we all had to get past our wonkiness and convince him that we indeed professional and worthy of his experience. On Sunday morning, Kurt called our director, Don and asked for a last minute script meeting. So, in a hurry Don grabbed some jeans that were drying on the shower head in his bathroom, excitedly, he pulled too hard and the entire shower head came off and water started gushing out and it flooded his room and the two of the rooms that were adjacent.The fire alarms went off because the the water shorted some of the electricity. Don, still trying to make his meeting on time had too find some dry clothes, the only ones available were the pink pajamas and the half t-shirt that his wife was a wearing. Don showed up too Kurts hotel room, the luxury suite, through security wearing his wife's pajamas. Kurt, the producers, everyone howled with laughter. The ice was broken and we had a stellar week. We shot locker room scenes that will make grown men weep and football action that will tickle the hair on the back of any sports fan. We also had Barry Sanders in a few scenes as the opposing coach, what a sweet man. He also signed a football for me.
The aspect of our experience that is most rewarding is the entire town of Grand Rapids is behind us. We have thousands of extras who show up for free to fill the stands and the soy bean fields. We have been in the paper or on the news everyday. Wherever I go in town, people know that I'm part of the film and they are so nice. I'm moist eyed while writing this but our film is about community, the kind of community that Frank Capra captured. We have 2 weeks left and I really feel that we are on the verge of creating magic. I wish that I could post stills of our actors but you all have to wait for the film. 2 more weeks!!!

End of Week 1

We are Pirates,most certainly. We sail into a location hoisting sails, swinging from ropes, our own specific language echoing within a controlled ball of chaos and passion. Imagine Pigpin and the Tasmanian Devil on a date. A Tornado within a dust cloud. That's us, a film crew in the first hour of every day and then multiplied by 12. The view from the deck of our Pirate ship is topsy turvy at best, imagine being on the high seas and your viewpoint of the horizon line is through the confines of a telescope. All the while, the clock is ticking and every minute that goes by or is wasted in one less minute that you can commit to film. The trick is to stay calm and find the viewpoint within the confusion and create a harmonious environment, a sandbox where the camera and actors can dance,explore and hopefully not dig their way to China.
The first week we were all figuring each other out and finding our way. But, in front of the lens we found magic. The performances by Brian Presley and Melanie Lynskei were spot on. Good actors inhabit the lens and great actors inhabit the space beyond. I wish I could post stills from our dailies or shots of the actors but it would ruffle some feathers. What I can post are some of the moments that happen outside of our lens, the other worldly nature of movie lights and natural beauty.

Next week we start Football, most of our scenes are outside and it's supposed to rain all week.

Kurt Russell, our coach is here and by all accounts he's a great guy, his sleeves are rolled up and he's ready to go. I'll meet him tomorrow at 9am, I can't wait, he's worked with the best, Conrad Hall on Tequila Sunrise.

More later, I have a "Time Tunnel" camera rig that I want to show you.

First day down and nineteen to go!

I've been doing this for awhile now, almost 20 years and I still have trouble sleeping the night before the first day of a shoot. The reasons being practical or science fiction. Practical - how will the crew mesh? Science Fiction- Will gravity be different and did I forget how to see?

Our day one threw a few curve balls, the talent was delayed in makeup, it took a few tries to get the rehearsal process down. We drove in hot cars and the prosthetic age makeup started to buckle and melt. (mind you we have one of the best on our crew, Barney Burnham, won an academy award for Star Trek). Camera batteries had temper tantrums and just decided in the middle of takes not to work. Etc..
The coverage on the last scene of the day was compromised but..we got "Magic Hour" and the combination of sun and clouds created a beautiful light source. It cost some overtime but it was worth it, hope the producers don't read this.

Melanie Lynskei- blew my mind. Great actors have a way of inhabiting the earth, realms beyond what the camera sees.

All in all, we were thrown the right kind of challenges and we became a cohesive unit, capable of thinking on our feet.
We made our day and only compromised in a few areas. That is not okay in my book. We cant let challenges beat us into mediocrity.
I rate us a C+.

We will improve today and I will post some pictures.

More later,

1st day down and 19 to go!